I want to refine, or gain some niche knowledge in some disputed subject and to be on one of the sides,waging a cross border, cross medium, cross journal intellectual, international dispute.
I want to be one of the persons who weighs in.
I want to be involved in a large scale intellectual dispute, like the HIV/AIDS and the denialists, fighting across journals.
I hungry for discourse that will strain or even shatter my current intellectual positions. only when you find out that you know nothing,can you truly start to know.